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fucked up beyond all recognition ([personal profile] perspire) wrote2021-10-02 09:01 pm
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-03 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
(Ah, yes, it's the tall boy.)

Are you surprised?

(Asks Tsurumaru who just sounds... interested? Like he's talking about some interesting weather for the day. Hm. Despite everything that's happened, his mood seems pretty... okay? )
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-04 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Humans are violent by nature.

(He says as plainly as if he were talking about the weather. But, ah, he adds...)

To go straight to murder though... that was a surprise.
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-05 10:50 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know what surprised me more.

(Oof. The trial? The murder? The execution? Everything??)

This isn't what I expected when I decided to train. (Crossing his arms in his sleeve and looking him over. Despite being A Tall Boy, he's still a boy... ) How are you feeling?
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-07 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
...

(Is that how it is?)

I'm sorry.

(It's bad enough to watch someone die once. To see it multiple times is something that really changes someone.)
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-09 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
And does that make this any better?

Does it bring you comfort?
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-13 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Because you are stronger or because you understand what it means.

(It's not really a question.)

After today, you aren't the only one.
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[personal profile] cranelike 2021-10-14 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
But you can be.

(Stronger.)

There are times when "what we want" doesn't matter.